Monday, 9 October 2017

Still No Progress

I still haven't asked my dad if he could pay for my next driving lesson. I'm actually not sure I could even keep paying for them myself after that. So I'm starting to question if I should even have this test. Maybe I should just cancel the test and start my plan a little early. Perhaps that would be best. Or perhaps that's just the depression talking. It's hard to tell which voice is mine and which isn't. Do I really believe that, or am I just being self-destructive again? I don't even know.

One thing I do know for sure is that Jess is coming down later. We originally made plans to get together tomorrow but things changed and we decided to push it forward to today. I think having her around will give me the courage to talk to dad about stuff because then I have someone who'll be there if it goes wrong. I'm also going to help her out with some forms that she needs to fill out. If there's one thing I know about, it's forms. I can even do my taxes without any problems. Speaking of which, I really need to go through my finances. It's been a good few months so there's a lot of transactions to process. That should be fun.

For now though I'm going to do the little bit of work I have to get done and clean around my room a bit. It's incredible how messy such a small space can get. Especially when you don't do all that much. Rubbish is weird.

7 comments:

  1. Some of my worst decisions have been made while I was depressed. Most of my worst decisions, in fact.

    Sometimes it can't be helped, I know, but man, I wish I had some of those moments back.

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  2. Ugh, forms. They can be soooooo frustrating. Good thing you have a talent for filling them out!

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  3. sounds like you already feel a bit better

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  4. Do you need more lessons in order to do the test? If not I would go for the test and see what happens, as long as you can take it again at some point if you don't pass.

    I've been visiting your blog for a long time; you've got a good head on your shoulders and you seem like you're really good at looking at problems from every angle to find the best solution. Whatever you decide will be the best option.

    Depression is a turd. Kick it. (Wrap a plastic bag around your shoe first.)

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  5. Ahh, Jess should cheer you up and get you back on track. In the words of the legendary Ringo Starr, you'll get by with some help from your friends.

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  6. It sucks when one sits the test over and over and keep failing, took my eldest a few attempts to get her licence but she failed the test to go from her red p's to her green p's 9 times before she passed she ended up staying on her red p's for a bloody long time and she failed the test to go from green to full licence a couple of times

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