I don't think I mentioned it but Jess came by to live with me for the whole week. She'll be going home in a few hours and then I'll be back on my own. It'll be a little weird to be by myself again to be honest. But we're both hoping to leave here and meet up again as better people.
Both of us are going to go back on our diets and actually fucking stick to them this time. The next time she comes down we'll stick to it together. Like we did before. She's also going to go back to her doctor and not let them mistreat her this time. She's got some idea of what to do with her life and will focus on self-improvement.
As for myself, I think it's long-past time I got back behind the wheel of a car. I actually haven't had a driving lesson since I failed my test. At first I was just going to take a week off, but then I didn't have the money to do it. I don't have a phone right now because it's in the repair shop too, so I'm not in contact with my instructor anyway. So between now and when I get my phone back (the end of the week) I'm going to stockpile my money and psych myself up.
I will pass my test in time to drive to Skegness in August for my family holiday.
I failed to pass my test on my birthday, but I can still reach my other goal.
We got this. Me and Jess. We fucking got this.