Friday, 8 November 2013

Trust

I might have blogged about this before but to be honest I don't really care enough to check. Besides I probably have more to say on the subject. I have trust issues. Lots of them. Maybe not lots of them actually. I'm not sure you can have more than one trust issue. I have fairly a fairly bad trust issue. I think that works better. The main point is that I have difficulty trusting people. I also have difficulty accepting people trust me. This makes it kind of weird when I find people who do trust me. People who would never once question my motives even though I question them myself.

I say people but of course I mean person. A pretty amazing person. I am actually used to people not trusting me which never really makes it very easy to then accept that others will trust you. Sometimes I can have a little difficulty with this person but she really treats me like no one else ever has. I sow the seeds of doubt and feed them a steady influx of lies and plots. Except I don't. I know deep down that there's no reason to mistrust me. I have valid reasons for what I do and do pretty much everything with legitimate and honest intentions.

It's a really strange feeling for me to be trusted no matter what. Not even my cats perfectly trust me. It doesn't help I attack them with flea spray but they can't understand it's for their own good. I win back Girl Cat's love by feeding her though. That's not her actual name by the way it's just something I call her. Oddly enough it takes longer to say Girl Cat than it does to say Kadie, which is her actual name. The name I occasionally call my Boy Cat, Sir Kitty McFluffenstein the Third is definitely longer than his given name of Garfield. I just find Garfield a bit boring and obvious. He's a ginger cat so he's Garfield by default. It's like calling every border collie Lassie. Lassie was a border collie right? I have no clue.

Well that derailed pretty quickly.

Main point? I have someone who trusts me and it feels strange, but also pretty cool. I'm coming to terms with it.

7 comments:

  1. There are few feelings greater than having someone you can trust and someone who can trust you in turn. It's one of the best feelings on earth.

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  2. cool. it is nice to be trusted for sure...and that trust should be cared for as well...because you are right, you dont always find it in this world...its the basis of relationship though

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  3. I'm afraid I can't really relate to this issue. Because I generally can gain the trust of most people that I talk to fairly quickly as well as get them to like me.

    Well, that's assuming I want you to trust and like me.

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  4. Trust me (ahem!)! Nothing wins a kitty's trust than through their belly! LOL! But seriously - it's lovely to have someone trust you so now you must step up and prove you are worthy of such trust! Me being auntie again..! Take care
    x

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  5. Feeling trusted can be great although in the reverse it can put some unneeded pressure on your shoulders, glad to hear this though buddy.

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  6. It's probably because i'm tired, but I am a bit confused. Is it a cat, or a person that trusts you? Or are cats people? Or are you secretly Batman and in love with Catwoman?

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  7. I am happy you have someone special in your life like this.
    Trust can be fragile, and a lot of people don't trust easily so be happy

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