I'm sure I had some kind of really super awesome and cool idea for today's post. Last week I came up with three amazing ideas for posts for this week. I got two of them down pretty much, but then I went and forgot the third. It's probably in that place where my sanity dwells. It's probably laughing it up with my ability to sleep too. Although I did actually have a brief nap yesterday. Some really quite disturbing dreams have put me off of doing that again in a hurry. The strange thing was that they weren't nightmares, they were just freaky.
I've been on and off ill all week. I don't even know if it's regular old allergies or being ill. I'm fine one day, wrecked the other. I've also been really tired these days. Although that one is nothing new it's getting worse lately. I would always be sleep deprived yes, but I would also be a lot more functioning than this. I haven't been to the gym all week and so my aches and pains are coming back and I'm feeling crappy. I've either been too tired or too ill to go there. I guess I'm going to have to go and do some low impact stuff. I need to do something or I'll be undoing all the good work I've done lately.
Speaking of good work, I am trying to make the most out of my unemployment. One of the upsides, and downsides too depending on how you look at it, to unemployment is having an unadulterated amount of free time. Free time I could put to more useful ventures such as getting my drivers license and decorating the house. These are two things really that have been hanging in limbo for years now. I'm well aware that I am responsible for the demise of my life. I'm the one that keeps putting everything off and not doing anything.
I think it's high time I did something about that.