Well this is it, 2013. A year that most of us didn't think we would even see. As Jessica has made mention, this means it doesn't need to really be good. The fact that we're even seeing it is enough. I'm not entirely sure I agree but she has a point. As you know if you read yesterday, I spent the night with her, and we're going to be spending the next few days together too. Leading up to midnight we talked a lot, watched a lot of MLP, and generally had fun. When the new year itself came around we listened to some music, and had much more sombre conversations. I kind of sent her into a bit of a depressive funk when I said that to me the new year isn't all that special, because she had been building things up around it. She picked back up again though, and still plans to follow her grand scheme of things. Which makes me pretty happy.
I don't think much of the new year though. I'm not the "new year, new me" type. Those things generally don't last long unless you have the genuine motivation. She does, I don't. Although I suppose I have been changing a lot these past few weeks. Yesterday I even spent $50 dollars, about £40, on a plush toy (told you if I won the lottery I'd buy a lot of plushies. Sadly I didn't win the lottery though). I don't really know how to feel about that but generally I feel kind of happy I was able to buy something that I wanted. Though I plan to seriously cut back on the spending for a while. Maybe another t-shirt but not much at all.
I would be lying though if I said I didn't have some plans, I guess. I would like to release a book this year, or find some other kind of job. I'd like to lose a fair bit of weight too and generally have a much better lifestyle. I'll try not to be too depressed if I don't make it, but I'll also hold out hope that I can make it, and, of course, put the effort in too make it.
I guess I'll just have to see what happens.