Like the title suggests there's no podcast this week. I should have taken my own advice and recorded one when I had the chance. To be honest I'm still out of it in terms of health. A lot of things are gone, or going, but my cough refuses to go away. To be honest I can't shake the feeling that maybe there's something in my lungs besides phlegm. Which isn't a pleasant thought. To make matters kind of worse my sister is getting married on Saturday and I have been run ragged all feckin week. I know everyone is telling me to get lots of rest but I just can't. It's for this reason really that I didn't record a podcast. I think I would have been able to last night but I've been so tired lately I just want to read or something and everything else takes a back seat. I probably don't even have enough time to go to the doctors. I hate going to them anyway. So, in lieu of a podcast, I'll just answer some more questions, which is really all I would have done in the podcast anyway. I actually almost shared the story of my own sexuality, in a part response to yesterday's post and the response to it. But in order to do that I'd have to open up about the uber secret part of my past that I've said I'll never open up about so much I really can't do it now. I'm a man of my word.
In slightly better news I now have the suit for my sister's wedding. I'm going to look incredibly dapper in it. It's not purple, like I was originally told, and the blazer can't close (it's designed that way) but it looks great, and I'm going to look awesome in it. The cravat is purple at least, and I have a purple cloth in the breast pocket. I also have a white rose on the lapel. I don't really like red roses that much, but I love white ones, and black ones. You want in to my heart? Give me a black rose. Sadly I don't get to keep the suit, but I have now vowed to get a suit. I actually love suits, but I wanted to wait until I had lost the weight to get one, but suits are something everyone looks good in. Okay, questions!
What's on your mind lately.
A lot really. Too much to write. Writing is one of the things on my mind even. I've been wondering how some people who used to be in my life have been. I even looked up someone I've not found in two years, but she has the smarts to not have herself an online profile. Well, I found one, but I would have to pay to talk to her, and I don't think we were that close. “Will I ever lose this damn weight?” is another thing on my mind. You are too. You are always on my mind. How much sleep I'm lacking. My money problems. My ever decreasing sanity. Ha, my mind is on my mind.
Places you want to visit.
The Ice Hotel, and just Scandinavia in general. Once again there are just too many places I would love to go. I want to see as much as I can. In specific though any place with natural wonders. I want to go to Ireland, Scotland, Canada, Sweden, Finland, China, Japan, and so many other places. So. Many. Places.
Orlando Bloom, Johnny Depp, Viggo Mortenson, Hugh Dennis, Bruce Dickinson, Meat Loaf (more of him to love), Katey Segal, Amy Davidson, Edge, AJ Lee, Jim Sterling, OH SO MANY. ORGY AT MY PLACE. I'd say Darren Hayes and William Control but what we have is pure love. Not a crush.
Favourite holiday and why?
Well I always go to the same place when I go on holiday. I guess if I had to pick one it would be the holiday where I came out to my parents as being bisexual. Some things went wrong on that holiday, but that went right. I guess it's a holiday that really changed things for me. It might not have been the most fun, but it was the most special. My mum actually remembered too, when my sister didn't. I was in my car recently and somehow the subject of my sexuality came up. My mum said I was bi but my sister didn't really believe her, despite me coming out to her personally. Oh well. My mum may forget how old I am, but she remembers what really matters, who I am.