So last Saturday we had my dream wedding, and this time we have my dream date.
I've said it before, and I'll probably say it again, but SO MANY OPTIONS. Hmmm. Well I would choose then that at first we'll have a meal and a few drinks by the beach and then go on the beach itself and sit and look at the stars. Or we'd have a picnic. Or we'd just stay in and play games or watch a movie. I'm open really, and like I said there's so damn much I'd want to do. Plus everyone is different. I'd try and cater to the date's tastes as best as I can. There's no such thing as an ideal date, because different people want different things.
Have you ever did something bad or lied to your parents but got away with it?
I can think of only one situation that happened really. I was a very good boy. I did have one dick move though. I can't remember how young I was, I was pretty young though. I was at my sister's house with the family and I found a five pound note and stuck it in my pocket. When everyone started looking for it I said that I had found it. I think they knew I had taken it but I guess they just let it slide because I gave it back. Other than that I never really did anything like that.
Something you have to forgive yourself for.
There's a lot really. Some I can't even talk about. Plus I think that there are some times when it just seems arrogant to think you have to forgive yourself for something. “Yeah I know you don't really forgive me for what I did, but I forgive myself for how I reacted.” I think other people need to forgive me for what I've done more than I need to forgive myself for it. It's hard to be forgiving of yourself when you're, well, me.
Something you have to forgive someone for.
I need to forgive my boss I guess for how he treated me. He did care about me really I guess. I need to forgive all the people I bear ill will towards for no real reason. There are plenty of people who didn't mean to hurt me and some who never even realised they did hurt me. I need to let that go, and move on. For my sake as well as theirs.