I was going to make a different post today. Though that was scrapped. My weekend has been incredibly horrible. It has been shit. Everything that could have gone wrong went wrong. Alright maybe not everything, I still have Jessie. I still have you guys. For now. I don't even know how Jessie hasn't left me behind either. I don't want to talk about it though. Right now I want to listen to Novocaine by Bon Jovi and wish I had some. I don't want to feel the pain.
No I'm not being dramatic. My life is that shit right now. Alright maybe my life might not be that bad, but bad things have gone down, and no I don't really want to talk about it. No, I don't see them getting better, but then again I never do. In fact I know they aren't going to get better. I'm in court Tuesday, Wednesday I have a driving lesson (more on why that can be bad on Tuesday) and on Thursday I'm being measured for a suit for my sisters wedding. Learning my measurements is going to be about as far as fun as it's possible for me to get. Except perhaps going to the doctor to see if I'm actually Autistic. No need to worry though, I'll be fine soon enough. I always jump between happy and sad. I'm getting kind of sick of that really. Anyway, music day, I'll shut up now.