First of all, a half hearted apology in which I don't actually go through with the apology, never mind caring enough to actually apologise. I would say I'm sorry for mentioning Jessie yet again, but to be honest I'm not. I just hope she doesn't mind all the attention, but if she didn't mind that I was in her cupboard I doubt she'll mind this.
Warning; serious emotional discharge ahead, get out, get out while you can.
As you might have noticed, since she's started blogging I've been more light hearted myself. Even my more depressing posts have a lighter undertone and occasional attempt at a joke, maybe even a few actual jokes. This is partly in thanks to her blogging, which is why I felt compelled to mention her yet again.
I don't think it's any big secret that I've not been having too much fun writing lately, my blog has suffered for it, and so has my offline writing. When I have fun I can be a pretty cool guy to be around, I'm just totally depressed at times. Most of the time. Quite a lot of the time actually. But blogging is getting more fun now that she's blogging too, and we can actually chat about it, and I can help her out with some things, and learn more about her. We've been best friends for...maybe 8 or even 9 years now, but I still don't know some things about her. It's kind of sad I don't know her as well as I thought I did, but it's also fun to learn more about her.
Anyway, my basic point is that when I'm having fun blogging, everyone is happy. Now for an almost actual apology. I'm sorry that I just haven't really felt up to writing too much, and I genuinely feel this place suffered for it, and you didn't have to suffer along with me. I'm going to try to be more fun and open again.
But as we all know, you should never try. Trying is the first step towards failure.