Someone who used the email widget to email me (yes someone actually did that, I'm as shocked as you are) and they said to me that they like to use their blog to vent, to get things off their chest, it's one of the joys of strangers. I would do this myself, but I made the fatal flaw of sharing my blog on my Facebook, which my family and co-workers have access too. In essence the people I could moan about are the ones who can read it lol.
I could go into details of how I'm not that great a person despite listening to the problems of anyone I just met, and never giving up on them even long after everyone else told me to. But, again, these are usually often intimate things that I don't want people I know to know, if that kind of makes sense. Though I do like to get my heart out there, to build up a better sense of connection and comaradary. I feel that you'll be more willing to be constructive in your criticism, and support me better, if you knew me better. I guess if it's any comfort to me at least, when I've been a dick I generally tell myself "Look, you're being a dick" and stop it. Or at least admit to what I'm doing.
I know I've bitched and ranted about other things, and good of me for that, but eventually I'll run out of things. I also don't want to become the very thing that put me off blogging in the first place. I've always wanted people to know my opinions on some things, but I've also seen a lot of people who didn't really need their opinions heard. You know, the kind of blog run by a 13 year old girl and it's essentially "OMG WHY DOES EVERY1 SUCK BUT ME! SERIOUSLY LOOK AT MY ASS, LOOK AT IT! I WILL YOU TO LOOK AT MY ASS AND AGREE EVERYTHING BUT ME SUCKS! EXCEPT FOR WHEN IT COMES TO MY BOYFRIEND LAWLS IM SO RUDE".
I really do loathe becoming everything I've always hated, and that kind of person is something I refuse to become, despite already becoming several things I've already hated already. Just because I have an opinion on something (and I have a lot of opinions) that doesn't mean people want to hear them, or will appreciate having to read them.
I've read some blogs I genuinely love to read, even if it amazes them that people do like it, and there are people who genuinely like my blog, but I've seen too many trash blogs, and I have too much fear. But I've also come across a lot of trash blogs that I haven't held too much interest in.
This post ended up being about many different things lol. In short, I don't want to bitch about the people in my life because there's a chance they'll read it, I don't want to bitch about myself, again for the same reason, and I sometimes don't want to offer my opinion on other things, for it may not be wanted, and I'd hate people to think of me what I think about most teen girls on the internet.
Okay that sounded wrong on so many levels, enjoy that thought, and I'll see you next time!
Oh and for some reason I made a little reddit button appear that now I can't disappear despite removing the script for it. So I haz a question. Is there a way to get the reddit button to appear on posts on it's own, or do I have to copy and paste the code each time? Which is a somewhat annoying task.